October 31, 2008

days we've been waiting for.

well, todays the big day. not halloween, but the night of worship. yey!!!
did you know that today is actually the day that martin luther (not king, just luther) posted the 95 thesis on the door of the catholic churches and is also know as the reformation celebration?
just a random fact.

October 30, 2008

procrastination.

i'm tired, and i do not feel like studying chemistry.
this is my form of procrastination.
hum-diddy-dum-bum-bum-flum-cum-dum-do-bop.
i'm tired.
i hope i get to take a nap before the all nighter.
i wish jon foreman were here to sing me to sleep right now.
his fall c.d. is perfect for that.
one day my husband will sing to me.

by the way caitie, this was the song i was thinking of:
instead let there be a flood of justice
an endless procession of righteous living, living
instead let there be a flood of justice
instead of a show
i hate all your show

October 28, 2008

resurect me.

i am so glad it's finally cold enough to where i have a reason to drink tea and hot coco and things of that nature. not that there's really any need for a reason to drink such things. i think it is exciting to do things out of season. for example: drinking hot drinks in the summer and icys in the winter, jumping around and dancing in worship when the music is really slow, wearing gloves inside, etc. i just burnt my tongue on my tea. ouch.

i love that feeling when you put your nose as close to the tea as you can without wetting your nose and inhale. the wonderful smell, the warm steam. kind of like on cartoons when you see the steam going into their nostrils. i wonder if i look like them.

the setting of my story is great right now. outside the window: the sun is in mid-setting making the tips of the trees glow golden, slightly swaying against the still bright blue sky, leaves scattered on the ground, the essence of late fall. inside the window: me sitting at the computer desk with gloves on, steam emitting from the cup of tea, jon foreman's my love goes free playing in the speakers.

this is the first season of autumn that i have really embraced it and enjoyed it.

i love the honesty and frank-ness that is released in songs. i would like to ride a train someday, before the other industries of transportation overtake train riding.

back to reality. when i start writing or reading, especially when i am listening to music that reflects what i am writing, i drift into this world. like a fantasy world. a world full of creativity, warmth and cold, it's hard to explain. it's kind of like that feeling i get when i get a song. i feel years older. something along those lines.

i am still really excited about the night of worship. i still have alot of stuff to do for my room. i can't wait for Him to show up!!!

oh my goodness. so today i was driving downtown, and this guy just walked out in front of me!!! so i slammed on my breaks (thank God for those things) and stopped before i hit him. as i was hitting the breaks he just stopped. why do we do that?!?! when we see something coming at us, we just stop, pause, then we run. we are strange creatures.

"the moon is a magnet. everyone's at it. everyone's had it. love is a sadness. love is a madness. we are the addicts."
what does this mean?

i just finished my tea and the cup is still steaming.


October 27, 2008

word with breath so close it warms the ears

i want to stay close to the fire in your eyes.to the burdens of your heart.i don't want to grow cold.so come and set your seal of love upon my heart.love as strong as death.till i'm forever yours.i want to be found in the council of the Lord.with a heart that's after yours.i don't want to grow cold.so come and set your seal of love upon my heart.love as strong as death.till i'm forever yours.all consuming fire of love.come burn away what hinders love.till i am only yours.you are fairer than the sons of men.you stand above them all. how i love you. -cory asbury

i want to be SO close that when He whispers, i feel the warmth of His breath.
He makes me happy :D

October 25, 2008

cool friends...

"Kasey said...

1.I like Waffles
2.I think the high voice comes with the high awesomeness of God... :)
3.&4.I hope you had a good time while you were there, and I am glad you aren't sad about it :)
5.I have that good feeling that He wants that too!
6.You are a funny awesome unique person. :)
7.I feel ya, but hopefully you can get all the time with Jesus you need.
8.:)Praise God
9.Maybe that's because you are like Moses.... And you're going to lead ALOT of people out of bondage and captivity! :) Think about it...
10.I would say suggest it to William!! :)
11.If I count as people..... I BELIEVE IN YOU!!!! You have alot in you, more than I know....
12.More than I know......
13.Allelujah!
14.Oh yes, The Spirit of God is ganna show up for reals
15.I believe you will.
16.This thought comes into my mind often.....


(Not the thought that your talking about a guy, but the fact other people might think we are talking about guys other than Jesus....)







I love you !!!.... That was a really long comment.

Caitlin said...

cynthia, oh cynthia..I love it when you post. And I believe in you so much. really I do. I do not just say things. You have such tender heart towards the Lord. You are full of vibrant life.
I think high voices on guys are pretty sweet.:) haha..that was my prayer lastnight, "Lord, take me to the throne room!"
I love you and don't you ever doubt it:):):)"

you guys make me smile :D