state of me:

renewed, and urging to renew the world.

on the greener grass side of life...

life isn't feeling very green right now, so i focus on the greener grass side:

if it is going to be this cold....snow should come along with it.
i feel called to the little things.
i make decisions...not always the right ones...or are they????
God works in strange and mysterious ways....for sure.
i'm going to go and eat fish sticks and potato wedges.
the conference starts tonight.
i hope it lives up to its name.
i'm ready for renewal.

let the branch of the Lord be seen as beautiful and glorious...israel

so i got my shots today. they were painful, but not as bad as i was expecting.
i have a question, why do we get shots if we believe that God is our healer?????
just a thought. i would like your thoughts.
i can't wait to return to ihop.
anyway, i really am feeling the importance of spending time with Him, i don't know why it takes me so long for things to sink in, but i really need Him. He is faithful to show me that over and over again, because i'm so unfaithful over and over again. He wants me to sit with Him in the secret and give Him all of me and for me to request what i want. He wants to give me the nation, the govenment, He wants the knowledge of Him to cover the nations as the waters cover the sea, He wants my family, He wants my school, He wants me...

me.

cwazy me.

so i am trying out for the play high school musical. if i make it, this will be my life for the next 4 months. i am so excited about it and i hope i make it!!!

wow, 3 sentences i thought i would never say :D

if i do make it, it will take up a bunch of time, but it will be incredibly fun. i'll be able to make new friends and hopefully talk to some people about Jesus. so today was day 1 of tryouts and i think i did pretty well with the singing part, but not so much on the dancing. there were 95 people trying out...craziness. let's just hope that all of the really good dancers can't sing at all, hehe, just kidding....kind of :D so i'm looking forward to auditions tomorrow which will be for the lead roles and the last day of auditions will be monday unless i get a call back (crossing my fingers).

i'm happy :D

(smile)

he's going to be even better than them. God has my love story planned out, and i can't wait!!!!!