hint of something new in the air...

the smells of Christmas: the smell of holiday treats, burning fires in their fireplaces, pine trees, candy canes...
it's all so exciting! i'm more excited about this Christmas then i have been in along time, and i'm not sure why. i'm so thankful for where God has put me. He has blessed me with an awesome and loving family, saved me from the word, and on top of everything, He has blessed me by being my lover. i really want a deeper understanding of this season. for right now, God is just showing me how He loves to have fun with me, even baking brownies with me! He just loves for us to just delight in each other. He is always good. and that's that. You give and take away, but still my heart will say blessed be Your name.

i pledge my alligence to Jesus.

this picture makes me think of dancing around in the rain, that would be fun. hehe. well this week has been good. God is showing me things that will free me. ha, that reminds me of dancing in the rain too..being free. i read something where someone said they were as free as a canary. i'm baking an apple pie with my mom. it smells so good! the Christmas party is tomorrow. yey!

iwant to die a lot quicker than that
if it's my only way out
i've been counting up the cost
getting up on that cross
wanna know what this is all about
father time steals our days like a thief
there's no price that i wouldn't pay to get some relief
i've become the empy shell of a man I like so well
i am a living, breathing hell

come on and resurrect me

-jon foreman

new camera.

so my brother got a new camera and i'm obsessed with it. here's some pictures i took with it:

this one and the one below were taken by my brother, the rest were me :D

yey :D

'stirrings'

so today was my first meeting at the.....drum roll.....dothan house of prayer!!! (and the crowd goes wild!!!!) God really showed up. it's finally starting. i'm so excited to be apart. so when i checked my mail today, this is what i read in a letter from mike bickle concerning onething:

this will be the eighth year we have hosted the onething conference. years from now, i believe we will look back at this year’s onething as a defining moment in the global prayer movement. i don’t think you will want to miss it and, thus, i strongly encourage you to do whatever it takes—even change your plans—to join us.

so if that isn't a confirmation of me going to onething this year.....then i'm a platypus. seriously. i'm incredible excited about everything the Majestic Glory is doing! He makes me so happy! He has a made a way to enter the holy place.

i'm not alive to live this ordinary life.

and i will try
to see this world i live in
with Your eyes
to love this world You've given
with my life
-starfield