unassailable.

-glory-

• very great praise, honor, or distinction bestowed by common consent
• something that is a source of honor, fame, or admiration; a distinguished ornament or an object of pride
• adoring praise or worshipful thanksgiving
• resplendent beauty or magnificence
• a state of great splendor, magnificence, or prosperity
• a state of absolute happiness, gratification, contentment, etc.
  
• he splendor and bliss of heaven; heaven
  

"Then your light will break out like the dawn,
And your recovery will speedily spring forth;
And your righteousness will go before you;
The GLORY of the Lord will be your rear guard."
-Isaiah 58:8-

I am a busy little bee!

So this summer has been wonderful and it's not even over! Right now, I am resting, but I have a full week ahead of me. From spending time with my Father, to everything at church, to friday nights and monday afternoons with L.w., to trying to spend so much time with friends who are coming and mostly going, to family time (which is almost non-existent as of right now), to reading the millions of books I wish to accomplish reading this summer, and to taking on more responsibilities, I've got much to do. My beautiful Caitie Watie is coming home tomorrow!!!!! Yeyyyy! I miss her greatly, and I would like to spend as much time with her as I can before I venture out to Dallas. I'm totally stoked for Dallas. It will be a tiring week, but I'm looking forward to every second, especially seeing my Emiwy. Very soon I will become another year older, and I think I feel it already. I love thinking about how greatly I am blessed to have all of this stuff and all of these people that I know love me. I love that I'm growing closer to people and I see great opportunity to be poured into and pour into them! I was singing the song Lovesick by Misty Edwards and what she says finally sunk in:

and happy am I to live a hungry life
and blessed am I to thirst
my desire for you
it is my gift within
i am blessed
i am blessed
among men

Man!!!! That is so true and I am greatful to be hungry, to have tasted a bit of the living God and thirst for him. He absolutely amazes me everyday! Yey Jesus! Boo devil!

You'll come like the rain.

As for my Jesus, he'll come like the rain, and I'm not sure I'm ready for that. I wish I was because I'm ready to get drenched. I'm ready to fall and break down, in a good way. I need to learn to be humble, whatever that may mean. I need to listen and be still. Mabey that's all I have to do. Because he desires intimacy with me, won't he be faithful to reply when I seek? hmmmmmm.
I'm gonna go eat fish sticks.

Decision,

well...not really. I do not like being indecisive...and confused...and not knowing what I'm confused about...hmmm. I wish i lived in a world where everyone ate rianbows and pooped butterflies!!! And does anyone know why I pretty much only stay on the computer for long periods at a time at night??? Cause i don't. And why doesn't it feel like 10:09 p.m.? And do humans have some sort of built in disability that causes us to be bad listeners of the ultimate Speaker? And where's the cure? I'm going to go and ask the Lord all of these questions. He doesn't mind!

hehe

I really love being home alone:

• I can walk around the house and sing my lungs out until it hurts!
• I can proclaim Jesus' authority over my house when I hear creepy noises
• I can sing 'Jesus Loves Me' to my cats(i know they love it)!
• I can blare Regina Spektor ("it breaks my ha-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ahah-art"
  

But,
when my parents get home, I shall rejoice. They come bearing food and sweet love to kiss me goodnight. And I may get some rest...