i need to hear You in the silence now.

Lord. i am not humble or meek or any of those things you call me to be right now. help me be a servant. i need You. plain and simple. so why do i make it so complicated? do i want what You want? where do all of my wants come from? You or me? do i create this confusion i'm left in or is it real? i think to much, or is that what i'm supposed to do?

help.

i know i'm in this state for a reason. is this Your way of humbling me, of making me realize how i need You so much?



so go the sounds of breaking down.




sincerely,
Your daughter
(who can't stand how things are going)